I just can't describe the feeling that I have after facing the torment yesterday
and the day before that, I just can't.
But thankfully, I got the inspiration to write several blogpost(s).
You know..when you have this feeling that you want to perform so well but when you're actually doing it, you eventually realize it's not going your way. Okay, I need to remind myself that I did everything I could and it's not like I didn't prepare wholeheartedly. After all, isn't there a saying that goes like this - do your best and let Allah do the rest. Yeah, I did my part. Now I have to tawakal.
Heh, maybe it's just because I could really use somebody...